My Personal History Book
Aya lwamoto from
Japan 1998.5.9
Hello Everybody! My name is Aya lwamoto, I'm from Japan.
I am happy to meet everyone.
I graduated from Kagoshima Women's University in the Department of
English Literature
on 20 March this year. The commencement was the best day of my life that
I never forget. I was
very happy.
But I was perplexed because there were a lot of newspaper reporters
and photographers.
After the representative of Department got a degree, the President
of Kagoshima Women's University, Mr. Sunagawa congratulated on the graduates. He
touched on me in this speech, "It is a
very wonderful that there is Miss Aya lwamoto in the graduated students.
Her intense figure made
a deep impression and courage on the school-mates.
That must give a hope and encourage people who have same handicap.
Her effort is wonderful. It is our pride to assist her studies."
I was deeply moved by his word and tears came to my eyes. My parents
shed in tears, too.
I'm going to a Women's University to obtain a librarian's license
now. It's my dream to become
a librarian in a quiet library. I am studying French, too. I want to
go and see pictures at Le Musee Louvre and Le Musee d'Orsay in France.
My hobbies are listening to music and looking up words in the
dictionary.
Today, I am going to talk about my personal history book.
My parents have published "Hashiritareyo-Akoyo" it means
"Come to Mama, Dear."subtitled
"A child with Down syndrome weaves her dreams and goes to University" on 25th January 1998.
My mother and father wrote the book about the period from my birth to my
entering Kagoshima Women's University, and I wrote my impressions of the
book at the end.
I have been sick since I was born, and my parents had a lot of trouble.
I grew up without knowing much about my illness. When I was in my
second year at University,
I learned for the first time that I have a handicap. While I was watching
a program about Down's syndrome on Japan's NHK television, I asked my father
about it, and he told me I have Down's syndrome. I was feeling about it
faintly, but it was very shock for me. My mind went blank.
Then I saw my mother writing about my illness on a word processor.
It really surprised me,
and I didn't want to believe it. I was very sad.
I learned that my parents were going to publish my personal history
book and make public my illness and tell about my family in the book. I
worried, and I don't want them to reveal my illness. I cried in sorrow.
My father and mother said "You have done wonderfully. Don't be afraid. Take pride in
yourself."
I talked about my worries to Dr. Tanaka, who works at the Child General
Consultation Center
in Kagoshima City. He said, "It is very important that you tell about
your handicap." At first, I
thought I can't tell everybody the truth, but I was encouraged by his words,
so I made up my mind to tell the truth.
Besides, my relatives and my parent's friends cheered me up.
I'm not afraid anymore, and there's no need to hide the truth. I
want many people to read
this book that my parents have published. I'd like them to understand
the feelings of the handicapped.
The book has finally been published. The book has a rose cover,
and it was very beautiful.
I like it very much. Soon after our book was published, articles about
our family and the book
appeared in the Asahi newspaper, the Yomiuri, the Mainichi, the Minaminihon,
the Nishinihon and other newspapers.
We got a lot of letters and telephone calls from all parts of Japan.
They said, "I was deeply moved by your book.", "You gave
me courage.", "I cried reading this book.", "I found
hope for the
future." and so forth.
We were encouraged by their messages. I think that it was a very
good thing that my parents published this book.
I also hope to work with handicapped children. I have a lot of dreams.
People have a shallow view and a prejudice against the Down syndrome
in Japan now. I am
sad it.
Life is short, but precious. That's why I won't give up my hopes and dreams.
I am grateful to many people helped me, and I want to say my parents
"Thank you for giving
birth to me."
Thank you
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